stupid question without answer

why don't you know i am thinking about
why don't you know what i am doing
why don't you know what kind of girl who i am

i know these are stupid questions
i just want you know something without i telling you
couldn't you pay more attention about me
i really don't think it is too much

confused

recently i find it hard to grasp the accademic vocabulary
these words are so similar to one another
i am always confused about them
i feel so bad every time to see the terrible result of the test
what did i do with my english
did i try my best
the answer is "not"
oh gosh

write on Mother's Day

today is mother's day
i thought of my mother
i strongly resemble her
further appearance and character
we just look like twins
only she is 32 years older than me.
she is not only my mum but my best friend.
she is best know to me.
when i was unhappy,she could make out easily and then had a talk with me .
she took care of me meticulously.
when i was in high school ,the stress of study was so strong.
i had to study very late every night and get up early every morning
she always kept accompany with me at night and prepared snack
she always woke me up and before i got everything ready she had cooked very nutrient and delicious breakfast.
my high marks of Gaokao mostly own to her
nomatter what decision i made,she always supports me and encourages me to be good.
when i have some progress in study ,she is so proud of me and tell every family member .

this is the picture of my mother ,my sister and i.
it is thaken 16 years ago,at that time i was only 3 years old.
there is a very famous chinese saying"three women is a show"
that is tureO(∩_∩)O~
now i am so far away from my mother
i hope she will be happy and healthy forever just like now

out of breath

time flies
i have been here for one and a half month
the fresh feeling is gone
the effete feeling left
i wanna shout
i wanna drain
i wanna find a place where i can express my feeling totally at my pleasure
there i can shout,sing loudly,or even cry

just talking to my family,friends isn't enough
a feeling of losing breath always inside my heart

maybe i can find a person to quarrel with,even fight
hahaO(∩_∩)O~ maybe that's a good way