just say something

happiness is what we want
and we really are happy if we think we are
mostly it depends on what you thought

i feel this week is too slow to pass
maybe every day was the same
no any different
today i just noticed there are only 2 days left for some friends going back to China

time flies
the day before yesterday
my father asked me if i wanted go back home
i said"no"……it's not the right time
next year will be very hard for us
we should study more and more
the more we learn,the easier the chanllenge will be
i just have been here for 3 months
it's a very short time
even summer holiday will last 3months from now on
it still can't make me want go back

i know clearly what my aim here
not only experience a different world,but also improve my temper and ability
which are more important
i have to repeat it again and again in case i will lost

i know it's boring to repaet one thing again and again
but you know i just want to write something
and acyually i have nothing to write about
sometimes we can't freely talk to each other,i know it's weird
but it's true
maybe it is a kind of psychology
yeah i think so……

ok that's all today

happy

today Drew organized a party in class
he asked us to take food whatever we want
i made dumplings,i think it's a traditional chinese food
i got up very early and started
this is my first time to make this kind of food on my own
i just depend on my memory of my mother cooking it
i have to say dumpling wrap per is the most difficult work
it took me almost one and a half hour to prepare the wrap per
time isn't enough
but luckily i finished almost on time

i was very nervous
and i was wondering if Drew and my friends like it
i don't know what polish classmates think
but Drew and my friends appreciated it
their affirmation really make me happy
and i do believe that "do what i want to do and do something i think is right "

Drew is going back to New York
i feel a little sad
but i know this kind of feeling will pass soon

best wishes to him

how could i fall in love with it

i know that if you want to do something well
you must love it
at this moment the most important thing for me is falling in love with study
but you know it isn't a easy thing ,at least for me
recently i did nothing at home
i felt so bad
i want to do something
but i am too lazy to do something
i konw it isn't very nice
i want to overcome it
i know we should overcome many things
but it really needs time
and how we could defeat it

i am wondering why don't i love study.
maybe i love too many things
everything=nothing

i admit sometimes i am really passive
ok i should improve many characters
could someone give me a light????

something back

thank Julie's boyfriend again
for fixing my laptop
it works now
i'm so grateful for what they did
i have to say some polish boy is really kind all the same

today i went to Chopin Park with Lucy
we really like that place
and we feel the difference from China now
when i walked on the cobbled road in the trees,saw the beautiful grass and flowers
we both felt happy and fresh
our humor became so good
all the bad feeling has gone
as karolina said we should go outside to experience the world
today we experienced the nice park ,the rain,the wrong bus ,the ticket inspector(lucy paid for her mistake),the rainbow,the promenade
everything is wonderful
i realised
no one could take the happiness away from me
i should be confident and trust myself:everything could be solved