Second V

Today i felt very tied
i don't know why
just don't want to do anything
continue staring blankly
I have already felt the pressure of studing abroad
No matter it comes from life or study

Far away from my family and my close friends make me uncomfortable
Cold faces,unfriendly people……
If i can master english well ,maybe the situation will be better
The only thing i regret is that i havn't studied english very well in China
So i can't communicate with foreigners very fluently now

Whenever i saw some international students talk to each other in english happily
i felt very sad
i wanna join them
but i can't
at least i can't now

I'm very afraid of i can't understand what people talk to me
Even though i know there must be imperfect when someone does something new
i am still not brave enough to face to it

Hope it wil be better
Tomorrow is another day^……O(∩_∩)O~